0. Desperate
If you’re reading this pray for me. I have been at this for more than twenty years. Lust has been providing me with a solution for all my problems and deficiencies for a very long time. I am a few minutes sober. Even now, I want to look at porn. I want to roll over and wallow in the refuse I need so desperately to be free from. There’s that word. Desperate. I am desperate but I forget so quickly. I want to forget that my life is on the line. I want to forget that I could walk away from everything and everyone. What will it take to wake me up?
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