1. Again

I acted out minutes after yesterday’s post.  That aint good.  I made a phone call a few hours later to cast it out.  My yes is so infrequently my yes.  This morning I am very triggered.  I desperately want to lust after porn and masturbate.  I desperately need to stay sober.  This afternoon I will be going to a meeting.  Yesterday, I had intended to get my pci down to a zero.  It was a five.  Here, I remain.

~ by guy in recovery on May 18, 2010.

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